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An excuse to cry by rayn44 An excuse to cry by rayn44
Doodle for the TCW season 5 ep 20
doodles for other episodes: [link]

I know I know! Overacted emotions... ._____. I tried, I really tried to do a sketch just as I used to, but this time I had a really hard job... I just didn't have any idea to draw some funny thing... then the little crying helmet came to my mind then... the muse kissed me and this idea came to my mind. And I just had to do this. I had to do this. I know that it's highly overdid but I quite liked the concept. ^^""" And the drawing style is also weird I know... It happens when you use your mood to draw...
I don't ship Rex and Ahsoka (though I don't mind the pairing, but I myself don't ship them) for me they have a cute brother-sister relationship. And I thought that Rex would have the feeling like he lost his little sister. He has many-many brothers but only one sister.

About the episode. Huh. I'm not sure I could explain all my feelings. As you know I'm not the biggest Ahsoka fan on Earth BUT I have to admit I cried... ^^"""" The truth is that her character just grew up on you... You can't do anything against it. And I can't tell you my feelings about the council... Did I mention how much I hate those bastards...? They are the real traitors... (And exactly that's why Aira-ty left the order ) So actually I'm happy that Ahsoka chosed this way, but I'm also sad that she had to leave like this. Those old monkeys made her feel betrayed and ruined her life. And they dare to say "Oh sorry we were wrong you can come back now" I would kill all of them... (I swear sometimes I feel order 66 is the best thing in the galaxy...) I'm really-really curious what will happen to her. Maybe she will search for Lux...?
And about Barris... I admit that I know nothing about her character in EU but I think what they did to her was nonsense... I never imagined her to be like this. I think it's just not in her character, I still can't imagine it about her to act like this...
But those jedi guard things were just so awesome! *.* I don't know why but I really liked them!
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Crystalline8 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2016  Student General Artist
Here's the thing I feel about the council, is that they have been so devoid of emotions, REAL emotions, like yeah, they get angry, and other emotions easy to express and not break the Jedi code. But how to actually feel for YEARS they've haven't felt like, well, themselves as living, sentient beings is that all they know is to move on from their mistakes. They probably don't understand what they did was screwed up but they just need to move on from what they had done, cause what did you expect them to do when they found out that they were wrong? They were probably guilty that they did that to Ahsoka..... Sorry for rambling.
AhsokaTano1611 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2016  New Deviant
that hits me in the feels so much, i think i'm gonna cry!!!!!!!!
ZanarNaryon Featured By Owner Edited Jun 1, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
This makes me even more sad than when Ahsoka actually leaved

And yes, the council are assholes. Except for Obi-Wan, the whole post-ruusan jedi order is
AnimusFrost Featured By Owner Edited May 8, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Right in the feels feels 
LaDeary Featured By Owner Edited Feb 24, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awwww, poor chap. Animated :C emote "He has many-many brothers but only one sister." That got me right in the heart. :iconsighingplz: As if this post didn't already have enough feels. :icontearfulplz:

I still can't get over Barris's betrayal, Ashoka trusting Ventress so easily, or how she rejected her master's help only to turn around and accuse him of abandoning her when he's doing all he can. :| And then once she finally realizes this, she claims "Anakin's the only one who hasn't abandoned me." That's just not true. Padme and Rex also stood up for her. And Plo Koon, Obi-Wan, and Yoda were the ones who actually seemed to oppose the the council's decision, but I must say I'm disappointed they didn't do more. :hmm: To be fair, there wasn't much more they could do. :shrug: It just goes to show how corrupt the republic was becoming at that point. I guess you could always blame the dark side 'clouding their vision' or whatever too.
LordVaderNihilus Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Pikachu Crying Plz Neko Emoji-14 (Cry) [V1] 
GenerosityBlackwell Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2016
Oh, god, why would you do this to meeeee
Love the style tho ^.^
hunterhunter40 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2016  Student General Artist
Throwback right here man ;-;

Come to think of it honestly I'm not sure we ever got to see Rex's reaction to Ahsoka leaving

It left that arc and was just done

So great interpretation points
10/10 on the feels too ;--;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;;-;-;-;-;-;-;
4Azor4 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2015
Great. You just killed my emotions. 
The episode... My thought was: Is the Council really so stupid and crazy?
I'm Not sure if I remember it properly but was for a murder or something like that?
Gosh, I really don't remember that episode except that Ahsoka left the Jedi and that Barris somehow betrayed the Jedi.
Anyway, Ilike this ;)
DaichiWithHat Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2015
Rex and his helmet shall cry together
I could so see a little ashoka on his helmet like Numa for waxer & boil
RAIIDENED-GEK0 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
R.I.P my emotions..This is amazing.
JangoFett101 Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2015
I don't prefer most jedi but some make for great characters such as Plo Koon who i am positive defended Ahsoka in the trial somehow, and values all life in the galaxy, Obi-Wan who is just awesome, and (insert jedi here).
DryadMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
The feels... this hits me. Poor Rexie. *dies*
Death-The-Kid48 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2015
The Feels!!!
Commander-Macken Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015
Wait, Rex is going to reunite with Ashoka in rebels season 2
Commander-Macken Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015
I feel his pain, after all, she was like his sister and she just left, could have just stayed a good bye to him.
BaneOfJedi Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I never liked this ship a whole lot, cause i've never liked Ashoka a whole ton, please don't hate on me for it, but i saw this and i started to cry, I NEVER CRY. but i cried fro like 5 minutes when i saw this, cause i love Rex and the feels, they are real man.
EcoMagic Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2015
Maaaann.... Just, I don't even know how to explain how good and saddening this is.
Krande Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
That way the Council actually saved Ahsoka's life.....
..... but I still feel there should have been some goodbye to the clone she worked side by side with, for three years.
blueravenchick Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Such feels.... :(
weakchaos Featured By Owner Edited Jan 30, 2015
the feels
WindySilver Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Awesomenesokatu Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh my goodness I just realized this rhymes. ;n;
rayn44 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wow I never noticed it myself! O___o
Awesomenesokatu Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I swear I've looked at this a hundred times, how have I just noticed?
Harryeagle Featured By Owner May 22, 2014
I like this drawing style. Rex, I share your pain. I miss Ahsoka too.
capitanfox117 Featured By Owner May 17, 2014
Todos lloramos rex
Hman999 Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
That's me right there...but more on the inside. 
creatorX33 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This episode arch broke my heart!

BTW: I also think the temple guards are epic.
Ahsoka7200112 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
to takie smutne
DaLintyMan Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
Sadly I haven't watched much of the Clone Wars series. What punched you in the feels, Rex?
CloudAndShade Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2014
Oh god. When I saw/read this it was like being punched in the face with FEELS, I started to cry a little bit. I will admit that I used to ship Rex and Ahsoka, until I realized how effing creepy it was. It doesn't mater that he's technically ten years old, he still has the body of a man who is about thirty and she's 14-17. So creepy. Now I ship a brother-sister relationship for them. But I think he would react this way, they had fought side by side for three years and she truly cared for the men under her command. I wish she had been on Umbara, she would have ripped general Krell into ity-bity pieces.
Falconaught Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2013
I had never thought of how Rex would deal with the news, and I think you portrayed it up perfectly. Beautiful work. Thank you!
SashikobroAyumu Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013
I'm going to cry...
Zoey-J Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2013
oh, oh gosh, now I'm going to cry.
JCTMerge Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2013
Well It was ether that or She dies on order 66 sooo i think it worked out for the best.
reader1 Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013
truthfully i expected her to be killed to add to skywalkers pain and anger furthering his path to the dark side 
Ahsoka4Ever Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
"Don't worry, Rex... I cried too..."
Myrethy Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
*dies from the sheer, overwhelming shock and the sadness of Rex in this picture*
stranglover Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2013
:'( so damn sad...
Andacia Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I like this Picture. It is sad, but I also like sad Picture. Especially when it concerns one of my favorite characters. X)

When I saw the scene where Ahsoka wanted to leave the Jedi Order and all, I immediately thought of rex as he must feel comfortable. And then I have found your Image.

I know those Situations when you just can paint sad scenes, but that misses. ;D
Skywalker9545 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2013
Molly1925 Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2013
Aw, I want to give him a hug!
Well.... Now I'm sad.
PenguinMarch Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2013
I feel the same way with you. Whats going to happen to her? Barriss really.
Anastasia122 Featured By Owner May 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
So so cute :heart:
Altentertain Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Rex totally would cry over ahsoka leaving.
I did aleast.
gimmedatkenobiman Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Student Artist
Aw. Phillip. Yeah. I just thought my pig when he was still a clone was Rex. I love my little Phillip. Now I feel sorry for him. WHY U NO TELL YOU WAS REX PHILLIP?!
Awesomenesokatu Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Why do all your sappy clone pictures make me cry all the time???? I couild be sitting in the middle of class and remember this picture and start crying out of no where.....:iconsomanytearsplz:
SleepyIguana Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013  Student General Artist
Brother-sister relationship is how I feel about them. :heart: So cute.
Poor Rex. Now I'm gonna cry. ;.;
I agree with all of this. Every single thing mentioned here. ;^; *sniffle*

They were! ^o^ I think that was one of my favorite parts. X3 It was just so amazing. *o*
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